Shinigami Thoughts IV: Its Been a while

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while
Since I first saw you
It's been a while
since i could stand on my own two feet again
and it's been a while
since i could call you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

Thought: Si hace tiempo que te vi por primera vez pero cada vez que te miro me sorprendes y es como si te conociera denuevo....
Si gracias a ti me pongo de pie miro de frente y voy hacia adelante

It's been a while
since i could say that i wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I could say I love myself as well and
It's been a while
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like i always do
It's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

Thought: Gracias a ti me quiero mas gracias a ti las cosas se mejoran las cosas se sienten bien gracias...

Why must i feel this way?
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day

Its been awhile
Since I could lok at myself straight
and it's been awhile
since i said i'm sorry
It's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
It's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
I know it's me i cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me

Thought: La verdad llego la hora de tomar responsabilidad de lo mio y olvidarme de mis padres ellos de su forma me trataron de dar lo mejor

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while since i said i'm sorry
Thought: I'm Sorry......

Shinigami Thoughts III: Me canse de aguantar (si tengo mucos cliches y cursilerias por dentro y me toco sacarlas)

"Si tan solo pudiera amarte, quererte e idolatrarte, si tan solo me dejaras llegar a ti para detenerme en tu ternura y gozar de tu dulzura, si me dejaras entrar en tus sueños de placer..seria tu esclavo de amor para hacerte feliz"

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Aún sin sentido, sin razón ni pensamiento, aún sin saber por qué te amo o por qué te pienso... pero sé que existes, y que eres mi sueño.

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Abrázame fuerte, para que pueda sentir lo que es la pasión en tus brazos y la felicidad de tus labios, mírame profundo, para que mirándote me enamores y con una caricia te entregue

mi vida.

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Tendría que cerrar los ojos, tendría que quedarme ciego y no recordar más que la imagen de tu ternura, debería guardar toda tu belleza en un pensamiento y no volver a ver más que tu luz, la que me……

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Abrazarte es conocer el hechizo de ti, llamar por su nombre a la alegría y sonreír a la pasión, quererte es sentirte y ser tuyo, quererte es ser feliz.

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