Shinigami Thougth XXIX

There are so many words I cannot say,
when I look into your eyes.
I want to be able to tell you one day,
but I'm left speechless every time that I try.

You must have stumbled across the key,
and discovered so much more.
You found a hidden place in me,
you found my heart and opened the door.
And I cried in pain
of losing my dear friend.

Will it ever be the same again?
If it passes will it be the end?
I realized it was worth so much,
as I lie in bed that night.
So I allowed my soul to be touched,
without even putting up a fight.
Are my eyes deceiving me,
when I see you standing there?
Are you playing games,
just to prove I care?

Someday I might see,
though that day has not and might not come yet.
You'll say you love me,
but will you ever forget?
If that happens and my spirit dies,
if my emotions drop,
will you want to hold me when I cry?
Or will the love just suddenly stop?
We can't expect to fall in love and never cry.

You'll stay and play your part,
but after the beauty starts to die,
will your footprints still be on my heart?
Though it would be hard to say goodbye,
your friend I'll always be,
as long as we always try,
to keep the friendship between you and me.

The letter I will not send
will casually inquire,
how could you have brought it to an end?
I was your one desire.
After this life is over,
you'll be one person I know I'll miss.

It'll be too late to start over,
and so I leave you with this...
I'll hold you for a lifetime,
if you'll just hold my hand.
We could have a wonderful time,
in the days we have not yet planned.

Shinigami Thought XXVIII Alone

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone...

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
To touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
And I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
And my love for you is still unknown
Alone...

Shinigami Thought XXVII Erotico II

Mis labios Mis labios te recorren lentamente mientras te excitas inmensamente
Una inmensa pasión tu placer aumenta y mi boca dulcemente te atormenta.
Siento el fuego palpitante, de tu cuerpo vibrante.
Mis labios desciendan suavemente donde más desea tu mente.
Tu movimiento excitante, invita a mi boca provocante,
reposar en tu perfumada flor para despertar todo tu ardor.
Tus pétalos se abren para embriagarme de placer y mis sentidos no dejan de arder.
Mis labios comienzan una rítmica succión,
acelerando tu emoción,
te estremeces con ansiedad,
y deseo sentir tu humedad.
Mientras tu cuerpo toco,
el deleite te provoco.
Esperando ansioso la transformación,
de tu rostro marcado por la pasión.
Cierta parte en mi se está hinchando,
y mis caderas desean andando,
hacerte sentir muy bien,
en un rítmico vaivén.
Entonces me invitas con pasión a sentir mareas de emoción.
Tu cuerpo me acelera la emoción y siento un torrente de pasión,
Sientes el momento culminante y te apresuras a sentir ese instante,
en un vaivén desenfrenado,
con tu cuerpo caliente y mojado.
Tus flujos se deslizan y tus gemidos se agudizan.
Un estremecimiento me hace flotar,
y nuevamente me invitas a navegar,
en un mar de placer, donde mil cosas hacer.

Shinigami Thought XXVI my version of vivir sin aire

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wakeIt's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
But how do you expect meto live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

You got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

Shinigami Thought XXV Mujer

Mujer de mis locos sueños

Mujer de mis locas ansias

Mujer te regalo las notas

de mi alma enamorada

Mujer me embriaga la noche

la sencillez de tu mirada

el beso de vino tan dulce

que dejaste sobre mi alma

La risa dormida en tus labios

el verso de amor que agiganta

Mujer se esconde tu nombre.....

.....perdido entre mi almohada.

Shinigami Thought XXIV "erotico"

Verte vestida es la mejor excusa
para imaginar tu desnudez ya luego
pues bajo la ropa que ostentas ilusa,
yacen el infierno, la pasión y el fuego.

Entre tanto miro casi indiferente
aquellos rincones que tu piel asoma,
como aquel escote que a más de tu aroma
me regala un poco de tu ser ardiente.

Y mis manos suben, bajan, por tu ropa,
ansiando tu piel y deseando ser boca,
soñando la miel que tu vientre derrama
al sentirte mujer, cuando se te ama.

Extraño el temblor que sin querer tu cuerpo
después del amor como final regala,
el abrazo eterno tras la gran batalla
en que nos unimos más allá del tiempo...

Aun verte vestida agita el pensamiento,
puedes encenderme sin lugar a duda,
y tan sólo espero nos llegue el momento
para poseerte... esta vez desnuda.